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How do you work this thing...

God you are simply. amazing.

“Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. “Whoever receives one such child in my name receives me. 

(Matthew 18:2-6)

To My Students:

Thank you for brightening up my day with your smiles and your wicked dance moves

I can see God’s love through every one of your faces

I am so blessed to be your teacher

I cant wait to see all of you grow up and change the World

Never lose that undignified love for God and be forever children of God

im your teacher but i feel like im the one always learning xP

i love you kids.



Dear mom,  Ever since I was born I was so fond of you. You were my world, my everything.  I remember you used to hide from me when I woke up from my naps and I would cry looking for you.  You would come out smiling and asked me who made me cry.  I know I wasn’t the most obedient son and I messed around so much that you blame me for all your white hairs.  Mom even though my brother would always tease me about being a mama’s boy I loved you with all my heart.  I remembered the most terrifying thing that I could ever think about was losing you, so I would buy you presents just in case.  Mom I loved you so much.  Mom, I blamed you for everything wrong in my life.  I know I constantly burdened you with my problems.  And through the years we’ve drifted apart and I always kept you on the other side of my bedroom door.  I know I told you I wanted to be secluded.  I know I made you cry yourself to sleep many nights. Mom you call me everyday and I find myself ignoring your calls and just hearing the voicemail telling me how much you missed me and wondering if I have been eating.  When you tells me I love you, I always respond to you with a simple “neh”, how that must hurt you…Im sorry mom…im sorry I hurt you so much.   Now I am staring at a blank mothers day card not knowing what to write to you.  It’s been so long since I have been that little child who loved her mom more than life itself.  I can’t remember when or even if I ever muttered the words “I love you” to you.  I can’t remember how it felt to hug you. You’re so small and fragile I think ill hurt you.   I want to tell you… Mom, you have always been there for me. When I was sick you sang to me When I was hungry you fed me Mom you even killed bugs for me You never lost your patient with me You work everyday over 12 hours for me And yet you never buy yourself anything Your feet hurt and your backache You give up 12 hours for me  And I couldn’t give up 12 minutes to massage you Mom you pray for me before you leave work I pretend to sleep even though sometimes I wake up Mom you hug me when I push you away You kiss me when I yell at you You tell me you love me and miss me when I tell you im too busy Mom I gave you all those white hairs But when you ask me to pull them out for you I always refused. Im sorry mom.  For all those white hairs I’ve given you I promise you from now on. Ill pull them all out for you. Mom…you’re the best mom I could have ever wished for.   So I decided what to write for you on your mother’s day card. Just the three simple words. I love you. And maybe with a hope that one-day I can say it with my mouth To let you truly know how much you are loved by your ungrateful son.   Mom. Please be healthy. Please don’t die before I say those 3 words to you in person. Ill make lots of money so you don’t have to work so hard anymore. 엄마 행복하게 오래 살아야돼.. This world needs more moms like you.

Dear mom, 

Ever since I was born I was so fond of you. You were my world, my everything.  I remember you used to hide from me when I woke up from my naps and I would cry looking for you.  You would come out smiling and asked me who made me cry.  I know I wasn’t the most obedient son and I messed around so much that you blame me for all your white hairs.  Mom even though my brother would always tease me about being a mama’s boy I loved you with all my heart.  I remembered the most terrifying thing that I could ever think about was losing you, so I would buy you presents just in case.  Mom I loved you so much.  Mom, I blamed you for everything wrong in my life.  I know I constantly burdened you with my problems.  And through the years we’ve drifted apart and I always kept you on the other side of my bedroom door.  I know I told you I wanted to be secluded.  I know I made you cry yourself to sleep many nights.

Mom you call me everyday and I find myself ignoring your calls and just hearing the voicemail telling me how much you missed me and wondering if I have been eating.  When you tells me I love you, I always respond to you with a simple “neh”, how that must hurt you…Im sorry mom…im sorry I hurt you so much.  

Now I am staring at a blank mothers day card not knowing what to write to you.  It’s been so long since I have been that little child who loved her mom more than life itself.  I can’t remember when or even if I ever muttered the words “I love you” to you.  I can’t remember how it felt to hug you. You’re so small and fragile I think ill hurt you.  

I want to tell you…

Mom, you have always been there for me.

When I was sick you sang to me

When I was hungry you fed me

Mom you even killed bugs for me

You never lost your patient with me

You work everyday over 12 hours for me

And yet you never buy yourself anything

Your feet hurt and your backache

You give up 12 hours for me 

And I couldn’t give up 12 minutes to massage you

Mom you pray for me before you leave work

I pretend to sleep even though sometimes I wake up

Mom you hug me when I push you away

You kiss me when I yell at you

You tell me you love me and miss me when I tell you im too busy

Mom I gave you all those white hairs

But when you ask me to pull them out for you

I always refused.

Im sorry mom.  For all those white hairs I’ve given you

I promise you from now on. Ill pull them all out for you.

Mom…you’re the best mom I could have ever wished for.

 

So I decided what to write for you on your mother’s day card.

Just the three simple words.

I love you.

And maybe with a hope that one-day I can say it with my mouth

To let you truly know how much you are loved by your ungrateful son.

 

Mom. Please be healthy.

Please don’t die before I say those 3 words to you in person.

Ill make lots of money so you don’t have to work so hard anymore.

엄마 행복하게 오래 살아야돼..

This world needs more moms like you.


We rode into town the other day 
Just me and my Daddy 
He said I’d finally reached that age 
And I could ride next to him on a horse 
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting 
And so we stopped to find out why 
And there was that man 
That my dad said he loved 
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said “Daddy, why are they screaming? 
Why are the faces of some of them beaming? 
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe? 
I’ll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows 
Daddy, please can’t you do something? 
He looks as though He’s gonna cry 
you said he was stronger than all of those guys 
addy, please tell me why 
Why does everyone want him to die?”

Later that day the sky grew cloudy 
And Daddy said I should go inside 
Somehow he knew things would get stormy 
Boy was he right 
But I could not keep from wondering 
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out 
I was not afraid of getting lost 
So I followed the crowds 
To a hill where I knew men had been killed 
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, “Father, why are they screaming? 
Why are the faces of some of them beaming? 
Why are they casting their lots for My robe? 
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows 
Father, please can’t You do something? 
I know that You must hear My cry 
I thought I could handle the cross of this size 
Father, remind Me why 
Why does everyone want Me to die? 
When will I understand why?”

“My precious Son, I hear them screaming 
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming 
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own 
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know 
But this dark hour I must do nothing 
Though I’ve heard Your unbearable cry 
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies 
Soon You’ll see past their unmerciful eyes 
Look there below, see the child 
Trembling by her father’s side 
Now I can tell You why 
She is why You must die”

Three different Perspective of the crucifixion A girl, the son, the father.The pain our God and his son, Jesus Christ went through for us.Grace is simply. Amazing.

Send some rain, would You send some rain?
‘Cause the earth is dry and needs to drink again
And the sun is high and we are sinking in the shade
Would You send a cloud, thunder long and loud?
Let the sky grow black and send some mercy down
Surely You can see that we are thirsty and afraid
But maybe not, not today
Maybe You’ll provide in other ways
And if that’s the case …

We’ll give thanks to You
With gratitude
For lessons learned in how to thirst for You
How to bless the very sun that warms our face
If You never send us rain

Daily bread, give us daily bread
Bless our bodies, keep our children fed
Fill our cups, then fill them up again tonight
Wrap us up and warm us through
Tucked away beneath our sturdy roofs
Let us slumber safe from danger’s view this time
Or maybe not, not today
Maybe You’ll provide in other ways
And if that’s the case …

We’ll give thanks to You

With gratitude 
A lesson learned to hunger after You
That a starry sky offers a better view if no roof is overhead And if we never taste that bread

Oh, the differences that often are between
What we want and what we really need

So grant us peace, Jesus, grant us peace
Move our hearts to hear a single beat
Between alibis and enemies tonight
Or maybe not, not today
Peace might be another world away
And if that’s the case …

We’ll give thanks to You
With gratitude
For lessons learned in how to trust in You
That we are blessed beyond what we could ever dream
In abundance or in need
And if You never grant us peace

But Jesus, would You please …

Youre…pretty….AWESOME..

In this stressful times of finals and other trials we may be facing

Thank God for the suffering he allows us to endure to become stronger

He prunes us each and everyday.

Though it may hurt at the time, we are able to bear much greater fruit.


Lord i thank you for all that i have

For You has blessed me, a sinner, with so much.

And if you takes away all that i have on this world let me show my gratitude for allowing me to have such blessings for the time being.

Oh God…i need you…my sole provider.

..Is This Thing On?

hello friends and tumblr people. this will be my first post for esther oh did whatever is there above under behind where ever that post is.  well im supposed to be studying for final but im just gonna take a little break to try to get into this thing called tumblr (or what will calls dumpler)  what am i supposed to say? is this like a diary? should i start with dear tumblr? haha i feel like a such fail.

as my first post in tumblr i will talk a little bit about myself.  

my name is J, simple huh? but most people always think i say jake and sometimes i just nod and pretend thats my name.  I am a third year at this small unknown school called UCLA. if you dont know it, i understand.  I am not tall or short not skinny but fat not cambodian refugee but korean (for those of who that gets the joke).  I am not a good writer so bear with me.  i enjoy adventures and spontaneity.  Love food and fun.  hates classes and work. a lot of people know me, but only few really do.  i am not really open with myself.  i am a sinner, a really good one at it too.  but God loves me, PTL (that means praise the lord, not poke those lemons i recently found that out)  I guess that is pretty much the shallow gist of who i am.

i havent really found a cool theme i want to do with my tumblr, everyone seem to have one.  im not that dedicated to these kind of things so… maybe this is my last post haha.  but i have fun things i would like to share with the world…or the 7 followers that i have… YOU LUCKY KIDS!! hey..im not a loner i had a lot of xanga friends.  i wont write those things but span them out so i dont become a one-hit-wonder.  

  now i must go back to studying, or just staring at the paper till my eyes get tired.    

Hello

Hello world. My name is Jae.

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